is there anybody out there outside the window

i can hear the wind blow

i can feel it.

is there anyone to keep me from making everything awful

is there anyone out there to meet me outside in the daylight

hologram

in 5 weeks ive subjected myself to surgery
one tattoo
2 piercings
and a partridge in a peartree.
or rather to packing. of which i have yet to start....
oh buffalo, how you've missed me, i know.
im primed and ready to enjoy you everyday
all day
all night
its right.
yeeeeeessssssss

taken by a 1 1/2yr old.

babysitting my nieces tonight was a huge wakeup call.
they were fantastic. not one whine, not one cry.
made pizzas, got covered in icecream, gave one bath because
of the icecream coating.
im so ready and so not ready.
someday though.

oh, and noone should have mermaid extentions.
ew.

listen to the robert plant/alison krauss album.
she really likes it. so do i.


gonegonegone cause you done me wrong

this is the saddest ive been in a horribly long time
but its only because i was so happy not 8hrs ago.
thunderstorms have always been my favorite
for every reason imaginable.

job? check.
house? almost.
excited? you have no idea.

DING!!!!
betty rulez. other carz droooolz.
batman so good. mamma mia so cute, but probably the
sappiest movie ive seen in too long.
coming thurs: guts are getting poked.
coming saturday: great fun in the form of a wedding.

i found that if i turn my computer just right on the
nook table, i can steal some decent internet.
i feel like im back in highschool. a plastic bracelet adorns my
wrist and must stay until next friday. i guess the
hospital will forget who i am and wont trust my word
unless its written on my arm.
i always wanted an id bracelet.
im sad i wont be able to dance to my fullest potential at the
wedding. ill do my best, i promise!