on the eve of my half birthday i will be getting surgery.
its nothing major, but scary nonetheless.
ive never even been gassed let alone put under and sliced into.
bye bye polyp(or fibroid) i will not miss you.
i will not miss being exhausted from 2 months of bleeding.
i will not miss taking so much iron i feel magnetic.
i hope this isnt too forward for the interweb to read.
oh wells.

ps- the photo is linked to more pics of the magnificent fwr.

its funny that when i finally start eating well, really well, and taking vitamins, and working out everyday, EVERYday, is when i have to go to the doctor.

i believe my body is in shock.

so i stopped, for a week.

still dealing with lady problems but i also feel like shit.

its time to get back on my 7am-11pm schedule. back to fruits and veggies and pilates and a variety of vits.

my mom just told me i cant watch tv next week.

but we were finally going to order cable!!!!!

i guess one more week wont hurt.

"mindy, you cant leave till im done doing hair, just so you know"
"ha, does that mean im taking over?"
"yes. you can have it all"

what?

but i never make it in the flatlands
i must stay in magic mountain

i never thought id ever be sad to be a singleton on valentines day.
how superficial.
oh well, it happends to the best of us.

to all those celebrating, happy card/flower/stuffed animal buying day.
to the rest of us, happy 2nd thursday in february.

who'd thunk id listen to fleetwood mac so much?
that molly would look so babely in a wig?
today im in such a haze, i need to make my body sleep more.
weird dreams and lack of exercise are keeping me up at night.
work it!

so plans, again, have changed.
no more chicago. it wouldve been great but things have fallen to wayside on that project.
instead im heading south east.
no no, not south south east east.
merely to the greatest city ever to have lived.
surprised?
ny, i will be yours by the end of the year.
yay


(photo credits: mike murray capturing a dude in a tard hat)
(edit: i think we all know i have absolutely no concept of geography, even with a map)

its been quite an interesting few weeks.

ive changed a little, but its good. very much good. in fact,

so much so i dont really know

what to do about all of it.

i also dont know why i always type "ov" when i mean to type "of".

updates and downdates are greatly postponed but i guess its just

too far along now to really matter.

im asking for a raise tomorrow. one dollar.

one dollar roughly means 120more dollars a month.

its a start.