nononononononononono
make my nose stop clogging
i almost got a wonderful weekend off.
now i will spend it warming the couch and filling the
tissue bin.
wall-e?

ever since i broke that mirror my luck has been getting worse.
what else can i fry/break/destroy prematurely?
surgery got postponed.
paperwork is a bitch.

i got a new old computer.
its not 10lbs. and goes fast.
YAY.

in other news... im going to see the new indiana jones movie at midnight tomorrow.
anddddd i cant remember the other 3. oops.

on the eve of my half birthday i will be getting surgery.
its nothing major, but scary nonetheless.
ive never even been gassed let alone put under and sliced into.
bye bye polyp(or fibroid) i will not miss you.
i will not miss being exhausted from 2 months of bleeding.
i will not miss taking so much iron i feel magnetic.
i hope this isnt too forward for the interweb to read.
oh wells.

ps- the photo is linked to more pics of the magnificent fwr.

its funny that when i finally start eating well, really well, and taking vitamins, and working out everyday, EVERYday, is when i have to go to the doctor.

i believe my body is in shock.

so i stopped, for a week.

still dealing with lady problems but i also feel like shit.

its time to get back on my 7am-11pm schedule. back to fruits and veggies and pilates and a variety of vits.

my mom just told me i cant watch tv next week.

but we were finally going to order cable!!!!!

i guess one more week wont hurt.

"mindy, you cant leave till im done doing hair, just so you know"
"ha, does that mean im taking over?"
"yes. you can have it all"

what?

but i never make it in the flatlands
i must stay in magic mountain

i never thought id ever be sad to be a singleton on valentines day.
how superficial.
oh well, it happends to the best of us.

to all those celebrating, happy card/flower/stuffed animal buying day.
to the rest of us, happy 2nd thursday in february.